I told a lie
But not with my mouth,
They told a joke
it wasn't funny yet I laughed.
All you know is that I smile
Behind that smile is an eye that cry
They want to come close
Bcos they are attracted by a mask
At day light I fake a smile,
The darkness reminds me that am sad.
Everyone believe am a star,
All because I fake a smile
When I lie on my back I start to cry,
cos I know am telling a lie,
A lie that really breaks my heart
Sometimes I want to scream am not alright
But how can I,
when they know I will always give a smile.
A smile not really from my heart.
Sometimes I need a shoulder to wipe my teary eyes,
But I have have to hide my eyes
Because they know I will always give a smile,
How come they don't see that am sad?
Maybe I have worn the mask for way too long
And maybe it's time I tell them the pain behind the smile
How I hug my pillow at night
And stare at the emptiness inside my heart
How I wish for a friend to pour my heart
How the silence in my heart has become so loud.
How my thought has hunt my mind
How I wish I could pour this all out.
Maybe no one can help with this pain I feel inside
Maybe all I need is just to fake a smile
And make everyone feel like its all going to be alright.
I know there is PAIN BEHIND ALL OF OUR SMILE
Good morning friends
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