I could so go for a little designer drug called "Weedicide" right about now!
When the day finally comes that people can die from smoking marijuana what will they call suicide by cannabis, "Weedicide"? Sounds like something you would use to take care of weeds in your garden not a means of taking your own life. I suppose "Weedicide" would have about the same result as pesticides inhaled, same @d00k13, different pile.... Could you imagine death by cannabis? What would it be like? Painful or blissful? Something we would have to worry about people wanting to experience because it is just so enjoyable?
I think maybe we would call it "Cannacide". As in, "why would anyone smoke it if they know they won't wake up?" and the known response would be "because they Canna… Sighed."
If you have not figured it out by now, then yeah, I am having one of those moments where a means to an end feels like a welcomed solution. I know that it's not but that doesn't change how I feel. I admitted to my father today in a text message that I till spend nearly every waking moment thinking of killing myself and I am feeling like a hypocrite encouraging everyone to be positive and keep hustling. That demon never really goes away, I only find ways to silence him temporarily and being covid-19 locked up has made him that much more vocal as of late.
Try as I might to out smoke that bastard, somehow his tolerance always outweighs mine. Although that problem in of itself is also a solution being that I pass out long before him. Crazy me is left to wander the empty dark halls of my euphorically empty mind. Now if we could design something that …
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