She’s crafty, she gets around. She’s crafty, she’s always down (NOT)—Lavender OG & me dealing with social anxiety

20 days ago

The weekend fun (at my house) has ended. I love being social in spurts but ultimately I get drained when I’m around other people too long. I’ve always been told it’s part of my empathic ways but as I get older, I think it’s actually just losing patience.

Either way—I love when people come! And I love when they go....

Today, I’m remembering I’m an adult and that my adult routine will kick back in tomorrow so I better be ready!

There is a BBQ to go to later but I’m up early (7 AM EST) to start straightening up and prepare for YOGA 🧘🏻‍♀️

WHAT AM I SMOKING ON TO ENJOY MY DAY?

LAVENDER OG—21%
The sister of Big City Lights, this is a very happy #indica high

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This name was given by my dispensary to give tribute to the light purple hues you can see... #nugporn

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It has a sweet taste & defintiely gives me the “happy head buzz” & “body high” it advertises

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Exactly what I need to forgot all about going back to work tomorrow as well has giving me the pain management I need to participate in a #yoga class this morning.

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Marijuana has changed my life dramatically by giving me a way to get more active when my chronic pain issues were really holding me back. (over 80lbs down!)

I have been feeling particularly overwhelmed despite the fun festivities this weekend as Good Time Johnny and I have decided to move downstate.

Great for us! But transitions are SCARY!

My <3 is also heavy for the disorder of my country and the ongoing bullshit

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The rain always makes me reflective. I’m sure it’s something sensory related...

...it quiets my thoughts

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Our little cabin makes for the BEST raining days...feeing MAJOR separation anxiety from it already, although it is called the COOP for a reason and my family has just outgrown it at this point...

The man, the dogs, the vegetables!

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XXOO,

Dramatic High Girl wearing a SMOKE necklace...

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UPDATE
*Yoga was a bust. When I got there (about a 15min drive) there were SOOOOO many people and I just couldn’t go onto the studio. It’s been a while since this happened to me and the feeling I get is the start of a panic attack. I left the studio and came home where my life partner made fun of me. But we will be waiting for the rain to break and going on a bike ride instead.

I have used gummies to help with the social anxiety in the past but it has been so long since I felt that overwhelmed.

Oh well...there’s usually another means to the end over here with my Dramatic High Girl problems. And I will find it...* ‍♀️



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Hope you saved enough for a post-BBQ roll 😎🤙

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@daddydaycare2x I wish I had some cookies for dessert!!! 🍪 😉 👀